A revelation, its not the color with I write .... its the fact that "I" write.
Just wrote about going on a new journey feeling so tranquil, and guess what my home is so full of positive vibes and serenity.
Yesterday when G left in the evening, A was so upset, he cried and cried for a while, but as usual I sang to him and gradually he sobbed his way to sleep. This was at 7.30 pm, while I was glad he slept, I was nervous he would wake up in the wee hours of the night and cry for papa. Guess what??? He slept THROUGH the night and woke up ONLY when I woke him up for school.
I on the other hand, strangely woke up at 3 am for no reason and was up since. The good thing about reclaiming my self is that after a long long LONG time (11 years to be precise) I have started waking up early on my own .... sometimes as early as 4 am.
I remember as a child my dad used to wake me up and I would keep going '5 minute ... 5 minute', always wondered if I will ever be able to wake up early effortlessly ... my wish has been granted, I not only wake up early, I wake up smiling :-) (I hope this is not a sign of old age)
Bubbles class is coming to an end, but we are happy at what we have achieved so far. I am already looking for alternatives, and hopefully will finalize something by tomorrow. Jab ek darwaza band hotaa hai to kahi ek roshan daan khul jaata hai :-) Attitude kee baat hai, A loves coming to AFA, and has learnt alot from them, but it is perhaps best he takes a break . This new place I am already conditioning him to, I take him there for sports intervention.
Have bought him his new BSA bike, a yellow one, when I was little my dad bought me a folding pink bike .... which I never rode, only bragged about it ;-)
But I want A to ride his bicycle. We will also buy him the scootie once he generalizes the cycle. The idea is to make outdoor alot more reinforcing. I also bought him his basket and ball, we need to practice catch, throw and shoot. Will buy him a hoola hoop gradually.
Spoke with his school teacher, and she reports he seems to have fallen in love with her. God Bless M di, she and H di have done wonders for A. They were raving about his progress and were full of praises for my effort, validation always welcome but now I have a larger family supporting me.
As I write my little boy is happily making a galaxy of stars and meteors with his chalk on the wooden floor.
This is year I intend to get him his Christmas tree and we will decorate it together, for the very first time, we will celebrate Christmas at home, up until now it was at Nani's with Masi ALWAYS being SANTA.
The festive excitement is returning to our life.
I like a life like this, quiet, peaceful, serene, in command, when I really feel on top of things.
Apart from a horrible cough, I think we are both doing kind of ok.
Just to add, from a regular 10 views a day on this blog, from today the views soar upto 65.
I get your love guys, really do, I love you back ...... anonymously ....
Just wrote about going on a new journey feeling so tranquil, and guess what my home is so full of positive vibes and serenity.
Yesterday when G left in the evening, A was so upset, he cried and cried for a while, but as usual I sang to him and gradually he sobbed his way to sleep. This was at 7.30 pm, while I was glad he slept, I was nervous he would wake up in the wee hours of the night and cry for papa. Guess what??? He slept THROUGH the night and woke up ONLY when I woke him up for school.
I on the other hand, strangely woke up at 3 am for no reason and was up since. The good thing about reclaiming my self is that after a long long LONG time (11 years to be precise) I have started waking up early on my own .... sometimes as early as 4 am.
I remember as a child my dad used to wake me up and I would keep going '5 minute ... 5 minute', always wondered if I will ever be able to wake up early effortlessly ... my wish has been granted, I not only wake up early, I wake up smiling :-) (I hope this is not a sign of old age)
Bubbles class is coming to an end, but we are happy at what we have achieved so far. I am already looking for alternatives, and hopefully will finalize something by tomorrow. Jab ek darwaza band hotaa hai to kahi ek roshan daan khul jaata hai :-) Attitude kee baat hai, A loves coming to AFA, and has learnt alot from them, but it is perhaps best he takes a break . This new place I am already conditioning him to, I take him there for sports intervention.
Have bought him his new BSA bike, a yellow one, when I was little my dad bought me a folding pink bike .... which I never rode, only bragged about it ;-)
But I want A to ride his bicycle. We will also buy him the scootie once he generalizes the cycle. The idea is to make outdoor alot more reinforcing. I also bought him his basket and ball, we need to practice catch, throw and shoot. Will buy him a hoola hoop gradually.
Spoke with his school teacher, and she reports he seems to have fallen in love with her. God Bless M di, she and H di have done wonders for A. They were raving about his progress and were full of praises for my effort, validation always welcome but now I have a larger family supporting me.
As I write my little boy is happily making a galaxy of stars and meteors with his chalk on the wooden floor.
This is year I intend to get him his Christmas tree and we will decorate it together, for the very first time, we will celebrate Christmas at home, up until now it was at Nani's with Masi ALWAYS being SANTA.
The festive excitement is returning to our life.
I like a life like this, quiet, peaceful, serene, in command, when I really feel on top of things.
Apart from a horrible cough, I think we are both doing kind of ok.
Just to add, from a regular 10 views a day on this blog, from today the views soar upto 65.
I get your love guys, really do, I love you back ...... anonymously ....
Love that quiet serene feeling
ReplyDeleteAnother quick request- could you change your comment moderation to not be "word verification"
Most of the time I read blogs from my phone and its literally impossible to read the words !!